The Autobiography Of Cindy

Origin
The autobiography of Cindy or also called as the diary of slendergirl was become contrivertial because of what it contains, the diary was written by jazlyn or also known as Cindy iitsel and re-written in 2nd p.o.v so it was being argued if the name will change from "Autobiograpy" to "Biography" the text imcludes the Infamous creepypasta character "The Slenderman", "Ticci Toby" and "Brian Thomas".

The Beginning
when she's in grade 8 at CPF (Center For Positive Future), horror get her interest from 12 years old girl who have a fear in ghost to a horror and paranormal supernatural enthusiast, it all happens when her friend charmaine guerrero and a male classmate talks about a horror game called Five Nights At Freddy's , she got curious thats why when she got home she search it in the internet immediately ,the theme song of FNAF really clicks to her mind because of its pitty message from the murdered children's souls that stock in a mascot and that is the time when she got really attach to the horror genre, she remembered some of her childhood like when she has a beetle , she poke its anal park with a niddle and rub with a lotion then dry in the roof once it done she will play with its wings , the only thing she remember is the time she abuse the animals or insect she will catch , it was hapoen when she is 10-11 years old , she also remember the poor chick she killed , she dip it in the water and hit its head in the gallon of water , she dont cry or feel guilt after it but one time , she attempt to kill a fightless kittens (2 kitten) by covering the cup of a deolotion to their nose, when the kittn is about to die that is the start for her to feel guilt, she do anything just go revive the kitten she feel sorry about it , after it she choose to take care those kittes and to other animals and insect but sometimes she cant control herself to hurt them even though she didnt meant to ,but she only have care to the animals and still close hearted to humans, cindy is a kind of person that wont trust people or wont give key of her heart's door to everyone but if she do she will do everything just to protect that person or animal even showing her yandere side, for herself she accept that she is different that she's not an ordinary human or creature "entity" and she didnt concidered herself as a human , she knows it and she accept it but she dont want other people to call her names because for her its an insult.

she also saw everything in a balance or in two diffrrent perspectives i may said her intelligent is inhuman, she also got 48-50 over 50 to all of her exams, but she feel their is a bias in her school but she dont mind it and focuses to her interest , one time one of her personality named Leah front and draw , leah is a person who likes to draw and have some anger issues. one of her classmate mess with her and leah stab its hands.

Slenderman
one night  when cindy and her brother is donw watching they both talking to make themselves to fall asleep they talk about "Lolong" its a moving statue of jesus that had been featured in KMJS their mom turn off the light they both feel terified since they both talking some horror stuff that gives them chills.

cindy covers her face the light stricks in the window from the moon so you can see if someone is standing in the door ,because of it she covers herself snd she notice a person Figure standing with a tentacles so she close her eyes and cry she whispers to herself

"mom turn on the lights"

but she fell asleep in tears. after 2 months she just reslized about on what she saw because on that time her friend talk about crerpypasta and she just late realize the tall faceless man she saw is what they called The Slenderman its the Beginning of her psychopathy and interest in gore, murder, extreme violence and creepy stuff, she begin to research even studying witchcraft and enhancing her gift, doing fanarts, performin spells/rituals or even reanimate them because cindy has an ability to create or imagine a fictional characrer ,give them personality then bring them to life its depends in her interest if realism or realistic illution or a spirit,or even imaginary, one time she is writing her own story base on her real life expirience one time she went in the woods near their highway and she met 2 guy she called Brother Toby and Brother Tim this two guy said she is the long lost daughter of their master but she need to keep all what she knows and what she hear a secret, a years after, when she is in grade 8 or 9 their school conduct an activity where in you will introduce what you want to be when you grow up, all of her classmstes want to be a teacher, nurse, doctor, engeneer and etc. but her dream is different when its her turn to introduce her dream they got shock because.

"i want to be a killer, like my dad so i can see him again'

her teacher ask her why but she didnt speak and just seat, Ms Veronica A Domingo who is a principal in CPF call her to her office because of some concerns ,she ask cindy why she said that and where she meet her friends she said in the woods. a days after the principal call her mom to discuss that thing her mom said.

"she cant even go outside so how can she--"

after it her classmates bully her again and again, but when they have an assignment, project or even exam they're asking for her help but if they dont need her help they will bully her.

she didnt give a damn for it and just keep and keep all the hatred she feels and just focus in the group she hold, the bloody carnival "kuketshiki's old name" in first they are only 67 members plus the crearure that came to life example is R.I.P its her creation but one time she saw him crawling to their ceiling.

My other half
because of it she take a rest and let her alter twin named Jastine to take over but since jastine is a new person she didnt know everything about her school so she said "im not cindy(jazlyn) im Lucy (jastine), her twin, they dont understand a thing except they laugh , cindy went back after a week its English time of Sr Melbert Marbella her english teacher plus love interest, in that time she got bullied by her classmates , she cry with full of anger the sky darken and a heavey rain falls , she keep saying a word of

"by asteria and perses open sky and do your worst"

and a continues thunder and lightning stricks her teacher joke that "Im zeus and im now mad" but they didnt know it was her.

she summons lightning and it strick to their blackboard all of them got shock except to her.

Emotions
when she is grade 11 she hope that her new classmate are different from her past classmates after they pass the requirments ,cindy and her (Known mom) commute, and because of her expirience she is now have no interest in finding friends or socialising, but her interest in having no friend get destroyed by a girl in the jeep named Aila Soriano, aila ask her on what section she is and what course she take with a joyful and friendly aura, but cindy feel a little bit of diacomfort a days latet she let a male persona to take over named Dimitri and Cedrick , when they is about to enter their room a girl from other section aak what time is it , the girl familiarise them , they start chit chatting until their topic fall in "Creepypasta"

"even ben drowned cant hack it"

"wait that sounds familiar, ben drowned?"

then they both yell "Creepypasta" like a fangirls until they became friends, cindy is a bit thankful that her classmates are not that bad, they are kind really kind, but hates aila's classmates because they both , he wish kier will got sick and she snaps her finger and thats happen he got sick in just a minutes, they became lovers in half year, but aila fall inlove to njork who is also like creepypasta. but before the end of school year cindy got fall in roberto junio, and not expecting her friend circle expand from 1 trusted friend to 8 people , Cristhian , Wilson, Maria fe, aila, roberto laden, marcus, shaqn and nyork, they already know about her special gift but exept to Laden, Marcus , shawn and njork because when they became grade 12 they already graduated in ESA , when they became grade 12 cindy already expose to her friend that she's a god and she already prove all of it that's why they trust her and her abilities, in grade 12 she put in 12-B and aila's old classmate became her classmates, poor cindy ofc she got bullied again , in that time roberto and cindy became lovers and she explain that she is like a machine if their is no stimulus or the force that push the button i wont start the timer, and plus i only 3 emotion Happiness, anger, and sadneas but once two of them activates both in the same time , ill be out of control , plus i have hyperventillation syndrom , i cant be stay in a long gime unser the sun , plus my skin is highly sensitive in the sunlight also not allowed to feel extreme emotion, too much happiness, too much anger or too mush sadness  ,because i will feel shortness of breathing plus i have depression , so once i feel i cant breath i feel i want to stab this heart to remove whatever blockage covefing the air way. also ill just feel or have emotion base in the person im with, if they are anger that will be my emotion ,to the fact that i dont have  my own emotion, if i dont have person with i have no emotion. now i understand why  gemini is the most hated in the zodiacs sign because they are very unpredictable, she go from hopless laugh to empty laugh, i may say when she is with her friends she is a clown, joker and a party animal she is also developing empathy to them but as what she said once she is alone, or with other people she dont trust or dont know she is like an empty or a black hole that will devour everything once she got provoked

, she only let her friends or people she trust to call her names and to bully her, but if that is other people she will end them with her cool yet dangerous unknown origin abilities, she called her ability as Forbopotence or Forbidden because its forbidden to use, and she forbid herself from using it she likes it or not but sometims she uses it even though she didnt meant to,february or march 27 2019

they plan to create a zombie apocalypse to the point that they research everything about it, they also done many experiments and still in progress. the main virus/disease they use is, malaria , toxoplasma gondii , coronavirae , rabis and influenza they plan to create a rabis with a flu like ability that can also spread in air and attack the central nervous system because zombie are not impossible yet not simple.

Revenge
as always happen she got bully again, its a physical and emotional bully,one time her classmate name Patricia linco tell her that

"you just go to school just to flirt with your boyfriend"  Budang and patricia laugh at her but Satan (The Currently in front) got snap and throw the huge book to them but it got hit to Budang's upper left forehead,  her other alters calllmimg down satan so Levi front but Budang stand in front of Levi and yells

"What?!, are you going to fight huh???!!"

Cindy(Levi) got snap and stand too and grab Budang's face scratching it and kneeing her and punching her in anger, The wolf alter who's in co con plan to bite Budang's neck and rip it apart but they wear mask, their teacher and classmate stop them and bring them in the Office, in their Eyes cindy is wrong now her anger became bigger , in the next day two months before the pandemic on 2019 , their school conduct an activity all student will went and stay in the canteen , but in that time cindy got attack by her hyperventillation syndrome she cant walk normal and all of her limbs are like frozen so her friends help her, Maria Fe have menstruation in that time, Roberto have a wound in his knees so he cant also walk normaly so they sit in the cottage in the playground beside the canteen, its open space but her classmate named Kier say.

"Ey teacher they dont follow the rules oh they are now absent"

and cindy hears the others say

cindy say in a calm tone that

"wait we cant walk normal"

aila said.

"theirs no chairs"

but their kind tone turns hell as the other student say.

"look cindy is just acting"

well NO hyperventillation is no joke its not because the body has limited in oxygen its the OVER AMOUNT of Oxygen that the body recieve that cause of "Oxygen Drowning" thats why she cant also breathe and all of her limbs, fingers and all parts are like freezing, she got hurt by what she hears thats why she got snap.

"Why are you all going to die of we dont sit there?!, plus we cant walk normal, their is no chairs too, its also not far from there Its just 10 FUCKING STEP AHEAD THAT FUCKING CANTEEN"

for them her reason is useless, and the teacher listen to kier and to his friends and because of cindy has some gift, she curse them that.

"i tell you all, i will curse this year ,that the virus we are planning will come and will kill all of you, i will use all of my powers even though its forbidden, i swear to my mom and dad, i swear"

she use all of her powers even its a  forbidden and Zeus forbid her to use it just to make them pay.